Día de Acción de Gracias‏

¡Buenas tardes!

It's the afternoon for me, hence the greeting for the afternoon instead of the morning. The subject of the email is how to say Thanksgiving Day in Spanish, for those of us who are among the Spanish-impaired ;)

But this email is to tell you all that I am well down here! The work is moving along, though this week was doing so in an INCREDIBLY slow way. There was a LOT of office work to get done around here. Why? Because not only is it about to be change week, but it's also the very end of the month, which means that all the rent money for every missionary needs to be sent out, all baptismal records from November must be finished, and I have to make an epic movie featuring all of the baptisms, reactivations, and retention successes that we have had as a mission in November while getting mission records prepared for the Leadership Council that's happening on Monday. All of that on top of finding, making and signing contracts for, furnishing, and moving into five different houses! And on top of the regular weekly tasks! That sounds overwhelming, but this time it was calm and just fun. You just do your absolute best and I feel like the Lord really has provided some amazing miracles for me, and I cannot in any way take credit for the fact that the mission is running right now. This is the Lord's mission, and He's running it.

So, this week was indeed Thanksgiving, and that means pretty much nothing for us missionaries down here, but being in the office has special privileges: the mission paid for us to have a big Thanksgiving lunch here in the office with all of the people who help out the mission (an Hermana named Vilma, who trains the missionaries on cleaning, Julio Sanchez who cooks occasionally but is the mission electrician and repairman, Willy, who is a gardener, and others). Also, President, the Hermana McMullin, their two kids and a nonmember friend of their daughter's were all there! It was a big thank you to everyone who helps to make the mission run and puts in a chunk of the work so that we can have an army of youth here in this country opening their mouths and proclaiming the Gospel of Peace. It's wonderful and the workforce is so tiny to be managing so many, but it happens. 

The food was delicious! My pickiness is all destroyed and so I just ate all that was there. Unfortunately, Turkey costs like 16 $ per kilo, so if you wanted a turkey for dinner, you'd spend waaaaayyy too much money, so we just ate chicken. I had some good old-fashioned gravy over my potatoes for the first time ever, and it was amazing.

Also: Pumpkin Pie is definitely a favorite.

Also: Pumpkin Chocolate Chip Cookies are more favorite.

The office keeps on rolling, and the District here is progressing in a lot of ways I feel, but we're also failing in a lot of things. It's sometimes tough to see any progress through the thicket of daily ups and downs, you mostly just feel like you're not moving, but I know that God giveth increase as we strive to do what's right, so we just need to fight harder and refine our efforts and I'm sure fruits will soon come of it.

And the most important part: The Work.

Well, if you all remember, two weeks ago, someone was prepared to be baptized, and that person will finally be baptized this Monday! She needed her parents to be there, and so that couldn't happen at all on a Saturday, and so it's moved to this Monday. I have to tell you about the last lesson we had with her! It was Thursday night, and we couldn't have it with the family we usually teach with, so she had to come to the Chapel/office for the lesson. But! No men in the Ward were willing to come! We were calling around frantically to get a hold of someone of the male gender so that we could actually have the lesson, but no one could!!!! So, we were so desperate that we called the American man who works int he Embassy here, Brother Craner. I personally felt bad to ask on Thanksgiving Day, which was why we weren't going to call, but he came and wanted to bring his wife. We said that that was fine, even though his wife still is a little shy to speak Spanish, and the lesson turned out beautifully.

I was so stressed out because we had to teach a lot of material to get everything ready for the baptism, going from tithing to chastity to word of wisdom, and then teach almost all of Lesson 5 (which used to just be for Recent Converts and covers things like what temples and family history work are, eternal marriage, learning and teaching in the church, service and callings, endure to the end, etc.). But, the Spirit was with us. We taught with power and she understood better than we were even teaching things. And then we kept asking Brother Craner to bear his testimony, and when we hit Eternal Marriage, he gave an incredibly powerful and sincere testimony and you could just see his love for his wife and their dedication to the Gospel. It's such a wonderful example to see them, because though they're all the way in Paraguay, they haven't skipped a beat in Church activity.

Anyways, it made me tear up. Then, we went over all of the questions in the Baptismal interview together, and she's sooooooooooooooo prepared. Her testimony is so strong in so little time, and it was just wonderful. Her closing prayer made me tear up again because it showed a huge difference between when she was starting and now. Now she has a real and tangible relationship with her Heavenly Father and it's something that I find so beautiful. It'll be awesome.

That's this week's message from Paradise! Let me know it there's anything I can do to make your days better!

¡Buen Provecho!

Love,

Elder Harris

Another Week, Another Once In A Mission/Lifetime Experience

Good Afternoon All!

Thank you for your letters and messages of support and encouragement, they inspire and strengthen me each week. I love hearing how fares the war at home.

The title of this week's email comes from something I said to one of the Assistants yesterday. I said that many Elders would participate in some of the things we do and think, "Wow what an awesome once in a mission experience," but when you're in the office, the thought is more along the lines of "Wow, I can't believe how amazing this week's once in a mission experience is!" Every week there are new lessons and adventures, some internal, and some external, and the office is just the right chemical pot to churn them up in.

This week's? It's external and comes in the form of taking care of six Nivaclé Native Americans who are committed to leaving on a mission. They are coming here (hundreds of miles away from home in Abundancia, in the Chaco Paraguayo), to get their dentist work and their physical examinations to be able to go out on missions. It's so amazing to be with them. There are two who haven't learned to read very well in Spanish (those two don't speak a whole bunch of Spanish either) and for personal studies we were teaching them how to read! It was so cool. They're really, really smart too, picking it up super well. And then we took a turn and they taught us some Nivaclé. It's super cool! I love it. I'm not going to lie, coming out into the mission, Guaraní was kind of not what I thought it would be, but now that my expectations are adjusted I've come to love it. But Nivaclé I have loved just hearing it. It´s a really harsh language that includes a few clicks and difficult sounds for us Americans (or latinos for that matter) to make. It's super cool.

So, we took them to the temple, which some of them had never seen before in their lives. They're doing well and moving along with the things they have to do. Enjoy the picture by the nativity!

Also, this week Elder Salazar was changed out of the office! He is now in Concepción 3B, where a good friend of mine in the mission (Elder Worsham) was just before. He will be sorely missed here in the office!

I'm doing a lot better administratively, getting organized, and I've even been able to close down on two different house contracts. All we need are furnishings and moving dates! 

The work moves along as well. The less-active member, Victor Fariña, has continued progressing and we feel really strongly that he'll be reaching his goal to be totally active by the thirtieth. Last night we had a lesson about Tithing and how to pay it which also includes a talk about tithing settlement, and it went really well! He understands and is just showing an absolute commitment to follow the Way and make it. We still want to help him to improve his relationship with Christ and gain a firmer testimony, but he's really going well for now.

Araceli Alvarenga, our investigator, had to go talk to her parents about when they would be able to attend her baptism, which was a trial because it was tough for her to tell them that she's going to be baptized in the first place, but things are going incredibly well and they agreed to be there on the 1st of December for her baptism. Even though that date is kind of hectic with our schedule, we are going to move heaven and earth to make it come around! I'm so excited for that date. It feels so much more real and we're going to prepare very well for it.

That's the little update that I have to give to you all! The work moves along and the Lord never abandons us to our weaknesses. God is faithful and He will not fail us when we do as He would have us. I'm so grateful to Him for His forgiveness and His guidance and I want so badly to be worthy of everything He has given me. I know He lives. I know He speaks, and acts. I know He loves me and all of us. I know that He fights so hard and works so much to keep us afloat, to give us our best chance. I hope we all take that chance.

I love you all. I pray that God grant you all peace and reminders to follow His Son.

Love,

Elder Harris

P.S. Awesome Church event: http://www.mormonnewsroom.org/article/vatican-summit-mormon-leader-calls-renaissance-happy-marriages

A Week Finished And A Lesson Being Learned

Hello Family And Everyone!

I hope that you're all doing wonderfully and feel happy. This week for me was a bit difficult in some respects, but nice in others. I'm trying to keep positive about it now, but just two days ago I was pretty distressed about the administrative situation that I've blocked myself into here in the office.

So, the bad news first and then the awesome stuff. The bad news is that I am a still somewhat irresponsible twenty year-old who has a lot responsibilities on his shoulders. To make a long story short, I didn't consult really anyone on any of my decisions, and without realizing it, had moved around missionaries in several houses without advising President when those were actually special cases where I should've been talking with President McMullin. So, what that meant is that we had one not so unpleasant encounter with a lawyer where I just sat there like a helpless child (I was able to go back the next day and be a man and the situation was resolved without pain), and then in another house, it meant that even though we had moved in, I pulled the missionaries out to undo other mistakes. It was a mess and still isn't all cleaned up. Hence, the lesson isn't evidently totally learned, and when the punishment is finished out I can finally feel good about how things are going in the mission. 

Why did I want to talk so much about this trial? Well, I'm learning a lot from it actually. I've learned a lot of humility and more than anything I'm learning a lesson that I haven't been able to grasp for a really long time, or really my whole life. Sometimes, we do things that we really can't excuse. We mess up when we should've known and done better, when we just either sin or make mistakes that are totally without justification and we just have to put ourselves before the Judge and say "I plead Guilty." These mistakes were all my own and I mean that sincerely. But any mistake or sin in which I do as I know I should not has always brought up a conundrum for me. I always get so frustrated and just feel like I should be perfect now. Everyone always says that you can't be perfect now, but I've never been able to understand why not. Why can we just not do things that we know are wrong? I know about making stupid mistakes that you don't catch or for ignorance, but when we knowingly mess up? I've always been really hard on that. 

So, I've just had to kneel down before God and ask Him about that, and I think that even though I still don't understand everything about it, I am able to feel in my heart so much more this simple truth.

The Atonement of Christ is to justify the unjustified sinner by repentance.

In reality, repentance isn't merely changing the sinful thoughts and behaviors that we once were committing ignorantly, but it is much greater than just that. It also is changing and trying to make up for the mistakes we knowingly commit. It is bringing up as much money as we can to buy our freedom from the jail sentence we put ourselves into.

That's the beauty of the Atonement. Now I'm seeing that there are situations when the sum total of our repentance doesn't come close to repairing the damage we've done through sin, but when we bring it before God as our offering alongside our broken heart and contrite spirit, Christ makes up all the difference. We all have heard this so many times, but I know that it's true.

So, I can walk away at the end of this week, and though according to justice everything is not okay, I can honestly say that everything is okay. We have to be diligent and do all we can, but at the same time, when we are doing all we can, we must "be still and know that (He) is God." It's really beautiful.

In other news, the baptism that was supposed to happen was postponed because her family couldn't come and furthermore, she was sick and couldn't meet with us. So, I'll get back to you next week on when it's happening.

Victor Fariña, the inactive member who's striving to come back, now has come to church twice and yesterday came with us (he and his wife I should say) to an Area meeting about strengthening marriages, and it was so beautiful! I got to hear Elder and Sister Christofferson and Elder and Sister Nelson give their best advice about forming a strong marriage. You better believe I took notes for the future!!! But it was really nice, and Elder Christofferson's Spanish is as great as ever. I love this inactive member though, he's doing so much to change and just throwing himself into it without reservation. They both want it so badly that they just don't let things stand in their way. I love seeing their dedication and it's something I want to reflect.

That's going to have to be it for this week seeing as I'm totally out of time. I love you all and I'm so grateful for all that you do!

Love,

Elder Harris

Victory March

Hello Everyone!

So, this week's subject is because there have been many victories this week, and I think that in the rest of my life I've been kind of accustomed to, after accomplishing something, just taking a break and resting for a while. Real life says not so! So, we just keep on marching. We smile a little brighter, and step a little lighter, but we just keep on marching on at a steady, maintainable rate. Not only that, but when we really are anxiously engaged, we don't want to stop and rest. We see the beauty of what God can do through us and we run (not faster than we have strength) to be His instrument. The more we do of it, the more we will want.

That's how I feel this week. Busy, but not weary.

I've accomplished a lot, but there's a lot more to accomplish that I've been taking far too long to get started on. However, I comfort myself saying that even getting started Monday gives me a week more than I had last change (I did everything the last two weeks of it, which sucked). 

Things that I wanted to comment on last week:

District Meeting was so cool! I love being District Leader here, because these missionaries are soooo amazing! I have the Sister Trainer Leaders, the Assistants, and a wonderful office staff as my District. At the same time as being humbled and knowing that I'm DEFINITELY not the "best" missionary in the mix, it's something that elevates me and inspires me to be better. But we had a really inspired one in which I can just leave off saying that the Book of Mormon is so key to everything in this life. Sometimes we get distracted and say that it's major importance lies in testifying of the Restoration, but in reality, it is the foundation of my personal testimony of Christ.

Furthermore, the week was amazing. We had our first lesson with an inactive man who hadn't gone to church for over fourteen years. His daughter and wife are both incredibly active and have been praying so hard that he come back. So, we followed the Spirit, and he followed the Spirit, and that led us to one lesson that was so powerful. It was so amazing and this man is so wonderful.

Well, the amazing news is that this last Sunday, six days ago, he came to church and enjoyed it. His heart is truly broken in the good sense and he's just ready for his repentance process. I love sharing with him and he's learning. He hadn't been able to offer a prayer for all of the times sharing with him and he was kind of shy and scared of really answering doctrinal questions or anything like that. Last Sunday was a Fast Sunday, and he was so impressed to see people bearing testimony, but then when we shared with him, he said that his goal, after becoming active, is to go and bear his testimony. But then, yesterday in our lesson, I asked him who would say the opening prayer, and he just said "I will," and did it. His prayer was so sincere, and he told us the story of how he learned to do it and do it sincerely because he'd read the scripture we'd left with him, Moroni 10:3-5, but after reading it couldn't understand, and so he just knelt down and pled with God to apply it, and then he said that he felt strong and felt the understanding just descend upon him. It was such a powerful moment to hear that man bear witness of the Holy Spirit without even realizing it. I love it so much!

The other awesome news is that we'll be having a baptism in one week!!!! We have an investigator, Araceli Alvarenga, who has been progressing and she's just so ready to be baptized! so, next Saturday, if I write you all at like 6:00 am your time, it's because I'm going to be prepping a baptism for the Afternoon!!!!

I love this work and love the Lord. My testimony has grown beyond what I can express.

I love you all and hope that you feel good and have a wonderful week.

Love,

Elder Harris 

I'm Alive

Hello All

This week, in spite of having a lack of changes, was also totally insane. Because of a summary of circumstances, I was working in the office yesterday and doing a lot of other things and therefore had to give up time to write all of you. I got permission to write a quick email to everyone to let them know that I'm okay and that nothing has actually happened to me; I was just robbed of those two hours. I'm so so so grateful for all of your emails and support. It's been so amazing and wonderful to hear from all of you and I hope that your week will be amazing. This mission means sacrifice, but God's promise is sure. I feel exhausted sometimes, but I really have faith in His word that if I keep up diligently, that He will make it all work out in the end. Though sometimes we feel it may not be true, I, in weariness and wear, can say that we should take His yoke upon us, for it is easy, and His burden is light. Though I do not always see the path ahead, I feel the joy of His gospel fill my heart and I know that I am serving God as He would have me.

I love you all, I hope you're well and safe! Happy beginning of the holiday season!!!!!!!

Love,

Elder Harris

This Week Was Nuts

Buon Promeriggio!

By the way, my Elder Crandall has a copy of the Book of Mormon in Italian and I'm reading from it. It's impressive how much you can learn when you already know a Latin-based language like Spanish. It's cool.

So! This week was so crazy because of Changes! And a lot has happened and changed because of the changes. Overall, there was great success, but with a lot of failure mixed in with it. But! The bitterness is what makes dark chocolate so much better, right? How rich would life be if we did everything right all of the time?

Here's some of the list of things that I've had to do. Some of them successes, some of them failures.

1. I finalized and sent out a document about fair taxi prices to save the mission a lot of money on the taxis that missionaries take to the Stake Center for the changes (it's also just really useful to just have at hand for when the Assistants call without the van and need to get somewhere in a Taxi).

2: 3 houses had contracts made for them and signed, they were furnished and we were moved in, and missionaries were sent off with the bags that contain their plates and other smaller house items.

3. Take care of 19 new missionaries in their very first day in the field, including setting out mattresses and helping them get to bed. Then wake them up, do exercises, get them fed, and in the office. That was super fun, because they are super awesome and excited and you can just help them to get pumped about the mission and being in Paraguay. 

4. The normal fichero work of the week! Which this week includes a totally new mission reporting system. 

That sounds like a huge bragging list, but in reality, this is really all the things that the Lord has enabled me to do. I couldn't have done any of it. I really most of the time just don't feel like I really know what to do and I sill have to really pray hard for the ability to face the work and challenges of each new day. I'm not good nor strong enough to accomplish all of these things, but God is strong enough to help me to do them. I've seen more miracles than I can count this week and I am almost disbelieving after having experienced them.

Proselyting has been tough, but there are two really big pieces of gold in this week. I was working in E'Valenzuela and E'Monzón's side of the Ward on Monday and we had a random lessons with an active family, an investigator who hasn't been moving really for a while, and we invited a member who recently moved there a little bit ago from super far away, and that lesson was an inspired miracle. We taught, and the investigator cried and told us about how she has felt that the Book of Mormon is God's word and how much she wants to continue and learn more. It was so beautiful. I felt inspired to invite her to be baptized on the 15th of November, and she accepted. She really wants to prepare herself and strive for that date and it was beautiful. She's the girlfriend of the family's current missionary, and something tells me that when he comes home, he's going to find her a lot stronger spiritually than when he left.

That was beautiful, and then last night, for the first time in like three weeks, we found a new investigator!!! It was super cool.

So, that's this week. Oh, and the Financiero, Elder Salazar, is now training his replacement, Elder Bronson (who came in my group!!!) And Elder Crandall, the Cartero, is training his, Elder Ramos (who came in Elder Gallegos' group!!!). It's super fun being with seven in that house now, but it's so crazy! So that's what's going on in Elder Harris's life.

I can bear testimony to all of you of God's incredible love for us. I know that He lives and He speaks today as in ancient days. I have no more doubts about Him, about His Divinity, His Son Jesus Christ, the mission of the Atonement, and the role of the Restoration in that great Redemptive work. We thank God above all for His wonderful plan and all of His support in following it. We thank the Christ for our salvation and redemption from death and hell. And we thank the modern-day prophets, especially Joseph Smith, for that we have the knowledge, the path, and the help to take them on in this day and age. Of course all of the work of the Restoration was God's through Jesus Christ, but we would be blind if we looked at the Carpenter's tools and not feel some of the warmth we feel upon thinking about Him. Never be embarrassed nor afraid to share these things and these feelings. You will find rejection, but God will consecrate your efforts into something greater than you imagine. 

I know that these things are true.

And I say them in the name of Jesus Christ,

Amen. 

Trying to Fight The Best Fight‏

Good Afternoon To All!

This week has been something totally different! I have gotten out to work significantly less because of some stresses here in the office, but the work does move along, though the breaks got slammed this week.

So, then I have officially done some things that I never imagined myself having done this week. I think I do that almost every week here..... Maybe twice some...... I dunno what to think though.

This week's?

Number one:

In one Presidential Project, I was asked to change our system for Missionary statistics and reporting that is unique to our mission. It was built by the mission's last President, Presidente Madariaga, who read very thoroughly the instructions and help sections of Microsoft Access and could therefore build the whole system using it. It's a brilliant things that works really well for us. Well, I was asked to make some changes to our reports. The request was made casually, almost just shrugging it off. The thought I had when the request was made was "Oh..... I was planning on going out and proselyting today....." But what slipped from my mouth was an enthusiastic, "No problem!" 

So, we tried at it several times and made some progress, but just failed to see the results that we wanted, and so we did something that's never been done since I've been here. Instead of just trying to change the matrix ourselves, we made a phone call to Buenos Aires, Argentina, and spoke to he who wrote the matrix. The craftsman of the black box which we mostly just refuse to open and when we do open it it mostly just defeats us confused and frustrated. From BA, he was able to look at our system, download all of the necessary components, and hold onto it for a few days to fix it up like we need it. That was awesome, and he is such a kind, wonderful human being.

Number two:

We went to the rescue! I won't go into the details because it's a somewhat sensitive situation, but President was many hours away doing his monthly Zone Conferences with the whole mission (it just so happened to be this week that he had to go to the really far away parts this week), and Hermana McMullin called us at like 11:00 when we should've been asleep (we weren't. We totally broke the rules that night and ordered a whole bunch of pizza. I'm sorry, I feel guilty. It's one difficulty of being with six other Elders in the same house), to tell us that there was a sister missionary about 45 minutes away that we needed to help RIGHT NOW. So, she had the van, came down to our house, I and two other Elders came with her to take care of everything that needed to be done. We drove out to a place called Benjamín Aceval and got there at like 12:20. by the time we had finished all that needed to be done, it was actually 2:00 at night. That was so crazy, however, the crazy part has nothing to do with me nor my companions. We, indeed, did little to push the rescue along. I admire so much the dedication and love that the Hermana McMullin has towards the missionaries here. She was there in every moment with those Sisters and it was such a humbling, beautiful moment to see her strengthen them. 

This was how Hermana McMullin showed me in part what Thomas S. Monson means when he speaks of running to the rescue of our fellow man. She still had to take the kids to school the next day and face a new day of challenges, but that didn't matter. She didn't complain, nor was she stern. It just seemed like the lack of sleep didn't have any effect at all, and that's what's even more impressive. While I was sitting here almost nodding off at times or later talking about how tired I was, there was such a better example right there with me.

So, those are two crazy experiences this week. I don't really have time for any more, but just know that the office shouldn't suck anyone in too much and that we can do more than we think. Also, I testify that it's super beneficial to try and notice the goodness of others and be anonymous in our service. That's something I need to be a lot better about, but the office is a perfect place to start doing it.

I love you all, I want to remind you of the love your Father in Heaven has for you. He is personally your Father. He personally wants to know, to talk with, to be with, and to speak to you. Blessedly, He will not force you to do so, but He will give you so many chances and reminders of how you can have this divine interaction. Just listen to His messages and follow them, and you will feel it. Your life will cease to be guided by your own unsteady hands, but the current of the Gospel will carry your righteous actions higher and farther than you had ever looked to see possible. He is Great. He is Loving. He is Ours, and we are His.

Love,

Elder Harris